Writing Challenge Day 16: Someone I Miss
I miss a lot of people lately. My old friend who’s moved out to other city, My highschool friends, Ibu kantin yang harus terpaksa kembali ke sawah karena sekolah masih diliburkan, My crush who’s currently live in red zone 🥰🥰, even my internet friend with all his assignment. good luck with all of that!! Idk if they’re all missing me too. It’s okay if they don’t. I've been feeling a lil bit lonely lately. Gue bingung yang mana harus gue ceritakan hari ini. Maybe my crush? So last time I met here maybe 3 years ago, yeah by that it’s clearly one sided love. Gapapa berharap kan, cinta bukan hanya tentang memiliki(yes i listening Rintik Sedu too much).
Jadi dia itu teman sekelas dulu, tempat duduknya persis di depan gue. Rumah kita sama - sama jauh dari sekolah tapi anehnya kita selalu pertama yang di kelas. Karena kesamaan itu kita sering berduaan di kelas. Gue selalu ingat senyumnya yang manis. Suaranya yang lembut menenangkan hati. She’s so kind, She's also a good listener. Most of the time I am listening to her story. But when I do she never judges me or pushes me. We always cheer for each other. She’s so cute sklddnfjldk;rngiel/;aogh. pwease be mine 🥺🥺🥺(jkjk). Idk why I’m not making any moves. I’m so dumb back then sdlkjfljdlkjz. If I could turn back time what would happen? Could we be a lover or just awkward friends?
past forward today. I can’t see your smile for now. We talked again, through text messages of course. Lots of fun times. Big thanks to corona. She’s not changing except her hair style. But the problem is me, I'm a different person now in a bad term. I lost my charm. I lost my sparkle. Another problem idk if she's with a guy. She’s not like other girls, she rarely talks about love. It’s like she doesn’t care about all of that.
I don’t know if she’s just a nice person or has the same feeling as me. This kind of thing is my stupidity
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