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First Love (day 19)

pic by Henri Pham @henrihere  unsplash (Writing Challenge Day 19) I don’t in the mood to write this topic. Maybe this is will be a short one. Everyone may say their first love is their parent. well, I can’t argue with that but I’m gonna write about my first girlfriend. My first love didn’t go well. I mean we’re still a kid. Teenage homo sapiens with their stupid hormones. Wait do 12 years old count as teenage or still a kid? Adolescence may be the right word. So what the dumbness we do you ask? skipping school together, idk basically we think that we’re the only person in the world. We were in the same school but both of us are shy so we infrequently go out together.  The predicament is her parent, her Mom to be exact. Her Mom is a remarkably conservative type of person. Yes, we are kinda in a backstreet relationship. If I’m in her mom’s shoes would I let the only one 11 years old daughter have a boyfriend? Maybe no, especially not to a messy guy like me. The worst is her mom is a tea
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30 Facts That Nobody Want To Know About Me(day 18)

Writing Challenge day 18: Thirty Facts About Me Hi I’m back. It’s more than a month since my last blog post. First of all, I apologize to five people who are always reading my blog posts. I don’t know if you're a real human or just a bot, no judge. Honestly I’m waiting for your feedback in the comment section. 30 facts about me eh? idk where to start, should i make it to ‘list’ format? I don’t mix my porridge yeah I know it’s an overused joke but still, why would you? I’m Pansexual Yeah go ahead joke about Pan. I might still be laughing. Why I’m pan? idk bruh, why are you str8? imho I couldn’t care less about gender nor sexuality. Love is love(and consent.) Freedom love(and hate) whom you be. I heard people on LGBT community saying something like ”Pan people just Bi who are trying to be different”. Again i don’t really care. I exist as who I am, No one can’t tell me what I am. Fat. A few days ago I was officially under 100kg(thank depression /jk). but still I have more workout to d

Please Take My Heart(day 17)

(Writing Challenge Day 17: Way To Win My Heart) Emang ada ya orang yang mau sama gue? Someone who wants my heart seems impossible to me(Except in a literal way). For instance, I’m not attractive. I need to grind myself so someone like me. I wonder how it feels when someone loves you, loves you just because who you are, not what you do for them. Back to topic I think the easiest way  to win my heart is just be yourself and give me some of your love. You don’t get me I don’t get myself either. also extra point if you’re team Indomie and bubur tidak diaduk.

How Could I So Blind(day 16)

  Writing Challenge Day 16: Someone I Miss I miss a lot of people lately. My old friend who’s moved out to other city, My highschool friends, Ibu kantin yang harus terpaksa kembali ke sawah karena sekolah masih diliburkan, My crush who’s currently live in red zone 🥰🥰, even my internet friend with all his assignment. good luck with all of that!! Idk if they’re all missing me too. It’s okay if they don’t. I've been feeling a lil bit lonely lately. Gue bingung yang mana harus gue ceritakan hari ini. Maybe my crush? So last time I met here maybe 3 years ago, yeah by that it’s clearly one sided love. Gapapa berharap kan, cinta bukan hanya tentang memiliki(yes i listening Rintik Sedu too much). Jadi dia itu teman sekelas dulu, tempat duduknya persis di depan gue. Rumah kita sama - sama jauh dari sekolah tapi anehnya kita selalu pertama yang di kelas. Karena kesamaan itu kita sering berduaan di kelas. Gue selalu ingat senyumnya yang manis. Suaranya yang lembut menenangkan hati. She’s so

Leave ‘Em Behind(day 15)

Writing Challenge Day 15: If You Run Away Where would you go? I wish that I could say that there's no better place than home, but home’s a place that I have never known. Staying at home since this quarantine has been really awful to me. Can’t really explain due to personal info, but If you read my past blog post you must understand. If I could run away I would go anywhere except at my  own home.  Sebenarnya sejak dari dulu gue sudah run away, di kampus  gue selalu tinggal lebih lama dari teman - teman lainnya. Agar di rumah tinggal tidur atau mengerjakan tugas.  Kadang kalau ada uang lebih biasanya nongkrong di warung kopi dekat kampus, duduk berjam-jam hanya memesan caffe latte. Kadang bareng teman lebih seringnya sih sendiri. Tapi semua itu sebelum pandemi ya, kalau sekarang ya gitu deh. Sebenarnya udah punya rencana bulan Oktober nanti buat pindah terus tinggal di Kosan tapi gara-gara si Covid ini gak kunjung-kunjung reda jadi terjebak deh ditempat yang katanya ‘rumah. Kalau bis

My Style(day 14)

Writing Challenge Day 14: Describe Your Style Sebenarnya pakaian gue itu cuma terdiri dari 3 macam, pertama pakaian casual yang sering dipakai di sekitaran rumah terdiri dari baju polos tanpa merek, kedua pakaian formal dipakai buat ngampus atau lagi daily report, ketiga dan yang paling spesial merch dari fandom.  Entah kenapa kalau udah suka sesuatu gue pasti selalu beli merch nya apalagi kalau ada yang official. Salah satunya gue kan suka tuh sama serial animasi We Bare Bears nah tanpa pikir panjang serta keimpulsifan gue langsung order di toko hijau. Hoodie dengan motif Ice Bear pun terbeli. 200rb an, harga hoodie ini cukup mahal menurut kantong mahasiswa gue. Tapi kalau menurut gue ini worth banget karena kualitas kainnya bagus dan tebal. Bahkan sampai sekarang gue masih pakai. Gue juga beli jaket varsity mirip yang dipakai Steven Universe Future, cukup susah nyari yang motif nya sama. Sayangnya gue beli size nya salah jadinya kekecilan, berakhir tergantung di lemari tanpa pernah d

Murakami 101: Kafka On The Shore (day 13)

Writing Challenge Day 13: Favorite Book Ketika mendengar Haruki Murakami apa yang terbenak dipikiran kalian? Norwegian wood? 1Q84? The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle(Judul di Indonesia: Burung Pegas)?. Diantara para ‘normies’ mungkin yang paling terkenal adalah Norwegian Wood. Mungkin karena gaya penulisan nya yang agak ‘normal’ dan ada bumbu-bumbu romance. Biasanya Tulisan Pak Murakami penuh dengan gaya-gaya surealisme, misalnya saja labirin di dalam hotel, sumur kering yang bisa membuatmu ber project astral atau hujan lintah di siang hari.   Kalian tau gak kalau ada novel keren karya beliau lainnya yang  berjudul “Kafka On The Shore”. Buku ini diterjemahkan pada tahun 2005 dan menambatkan penghargaan "The 10 Best Books of 2005" dari The New York Times.  Secara singkat buku ini menceritakan tentang dua plot berbeda. Pertama dari sisi pemuda bernama Kafka Tomura, remaja SMP yang kabur dari ayahnya untuk menghindari kutukan sambil mencari keberadaan Kakak perempuan dan Ibunya. Spoiler