How Could I So Blind(day 16)

Writing Challenge Day 16: Someone I Miss

I miss a lot of people lately. My old friend who’s moved out to other city, My highschool friends, Ibu kantin yang harus terpaksa kembali ke sawah karena sekolah masih diliburkan, My crush who’s currently live in red zone 🥰🥰, even my internet friend with all his assignment. good luck with all of that!! Idk if they’re all missing me too. It’s okay if they don’t. I've been feeling a lil bit lonely lately. Gue bingung yang mana harus gue ceritakan hari ini. Maybe my crush? So last time I met here maybe 3 years ago, yeah by that it’s clearly one sided love. Gapapa berharap kan, cinta bukan hanya tentang memiliki(yes i listening Rintik Sedu too much).

Jadi dia itu teman sekelas dulu, tempat duduknya persis di depan gue. Rumah kita sama - sama jauh dari sekolah tapi anehnya kita selalu pertama yang di kelas. Karena kesamaan itu kita sering berduaan di kelas. Gue selalu ingat senyumnya yang manis. Suaranya yang lembut menenangkan hati. She’s so kind, She's also a good listener. Most of the time I am listening to her story. But when I do she never judges me or pushes me. We always cheer for each other. She’s so cute sklddnfjldk;rngiel/;aogh. pwease be mine 🥺🥺🥺(jkjk). Idk why I’m not making any moves. I’m so dumb back then sdlkjfljdlkjz. If I could turn back time what would happen? Could we be a lover or just awkward friends?

past forward today. I can’t see your smile for now. We talked again, through text messages of course. Lots of fun times. Big thanks to corona. She’s not changing except her hair style. But the problem is me, I'm a different person now in a bad term. I lost my charm. I lost my sparkle. Another problem idk if she's with a guy. She’s not like other girls, she rarely talks about love. It’s like she doesn’t care about all of that.

I don’t know if she’s just a nice person or has the same feeling as me. This kind of thing is my stupidity

Comments

Cara Menggunakan Emulator Drastic

Emulator drastic adalah aplikasi android untuk memainkan game NDS di android kesayangan kalian. Untuk cara penginstalan bisa kalian lihat di artikel sebelumnya. Cara menginstal Drastic . Satu lagi yang diperlukan adalah ROM atau game nds, rom ini berguna untuk menentukan game apa yang ingin kalian mainkan.Unguk ROM nya kalian bisa dapatkan disini: Download here. ● Pertama buka emulator Drastic kalian lalu klik load new game. ● Pilih game nds yang kalian download tadi dari emuparadise atau situs penyedia game nds lainnya. ● Kalian tidak perlu mengekstrak file tersebut karena emulator drastic otomatis mengekstraknya, jika kalian baru pertama kali memainkan game tersebut maka loading pertama akan sedikit memakan waktu(5-10 menit) tergantung ukuran rom tersebut. ● Selesai game nds tersebut akan terbuka dan bisa dimainkan. Sekian tutorial cara untuk menggunakan emulator drastic semoga bisa membantu. Jika ada yang tidak jelas atau link yang mati kalian bisa langsung kome

First Love (day 19)

pic by Henri Pham @henrihere unsplash (Writing Challenge Day 19) I don’t in the mood to write this topic. Maybe this is will be a short one. Everyone may say their first love is their parent. well, I can’t argue with that but I’m gonna write about my first girlfriend. My first love didn’t go well. I mean we’re still a kid. Teenage homo sapiens with their stupid hormones. Wait do 12 years old count as teenage or still a kid? Adolescence may be the right word. So what the dumbness we do you ask? skipping school together, idk basically we think that we’re the only person in the world. We were in the same school but both of us are shy so we infrequently go out together. The predicament is her parent, her Mom to be exact. Her Mom is a remarkably conservative type of person. Yes, we are kinda in a backstreet relationship. If I’m in her mom’s shoes would I let the only one 11 years old daughter have a boyfriend? Maybe no, especially not to a messy guy like me. The worst is her mom is a tea

30 Facts That Nobody Want To Know About Me(day 18)

Writing Challenge day 18: Thirty Facts About Me Hi I’m back. It’s more than a month since my last blog post. First of all, I apologize to five people who are always reading my blog posts. I don’t know if you're a real human or just a bot, no judge. Honestly I’m waiting for your feedback in the comment section. 30 facts about me eh? idk where to start, should i make it to ‘list’ format? I don’t mix my porridge yeah I know it’s an overused joke but still, why would you? I’m Pansexual Yeah go ahead joke about Pan. I might still be laughing. Why I’m pan? idk bruh, why are you str8? imho I couldn’t care less about gender nor sexuality. Love is love(and consent.) Freedom love(and hate) whom you be. I heard people on LGBT community saying something like ”Pan people just Bi who are trying to be different”. Again i don’t really care. I exist as who I am, No one can’t tell me what I am. Fat. A few days ago I was officially under 100kg(thank depression /jk). but still I have more workout to d

Some Short Of Public Dairy

Search This Blog