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Writing Challenge Day 12: Favorite TV series Play this song while reading this:   “If every porkchop were perfect we wouldn’t get hot dog” kata Greg kepada anaknya. Hybrid son of the diamond. Human son of a rose dialah Steven, Steven universe. I really really love this show. Jadi Steven Universe itu adalah cartoon show dari CN buatan Rebbeca Sugar. It is Cartoon Network's first animated series to be created solely by a woman. Steven Universe bercerita tentang petualangan seorang anak yang bernama Steven Universe(no shit sherlock) ia tinggal bersama the Crystal Gems—magical, humanoid aliens bernama Garnet, Pearl, and Amethyst. Mereka berpetualang bersama untung melindungi bumi dari serangan gem dari luar. Steven adalah setengah Gem dan Setengah manusia. Rose Quartz adalah Ibunya sedangkan dari sisi manusia, Ayahnya Greg Universe. Tema dalam series ini berfokus kepada Cinta, Keluarga dan pentingnya mencintai diri sendiri. Fairly warning This show contains a lot of Lesbian Space Rock....

 Meh... ill pass this one. I Already wrote some point one my note but most of it are bad memories. I don't wanna swimming in sadness

Writing Challenge Day 10 If you read this blog post I assume you’re my best friend. The past post only got like 5 readers. Number doesn’t mean anything to me but still i think only my friend would read my story and I really appreciate that.  Does a close friend on IG count as ‘best friend’? some people added me as their close friend. Bro we weren’t talking for like five year but still thanks tho🥺🥺 .   Definisi best friend itu apa sih sebenarnya? Gue menganggap beberapa orang sebagai ‘best friend’ apakah mereka juga sama? I don’t have many friends since college but I think most of them are my best friends. Hey if You read this please let me know If I’m your best friend 🥺🥺.

Writing Challenge Day 9: Write About Happiness Isn't it almost the same with day 2? What is happiness? Wikipedia said happiness is emotional states, including positive or pleasant emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy. So are you happy now or recently happy? how’s it feel? I miss feeling happy. idk what happened with me recently but things seem blurry. I don’t know what happened to me. Unexplained sadness, sudden changed mood even small things like making small mistakes triggering my sadness.  Playing video games usually makes me happy, but it didn’t work anymore. It just feels like happy but not content, Hard to explain. What is Wrong with me? A year ago many people wished me a happy birthday but am I really Happy? Why am I live? I fear but what could be worse than this suffering? end of day 9

(Writing challenge day 8: The power of music) Kerja sambil dengerin lagu, makan dengerin lagu, main game masih  sambil dengerin lagu, bahkan saat nulis ini gue dengerin lagu, lagu dari mbak NIKI. BTW niki baru baru ini merilis album berjudul Moonchild. Single favorite gue di album ini berjudul Lose kalian harus banget dengerin lagu ini.  Gue hampir gak pernah bosen dengerin lagu, mungkin karena pilihan lagu gue bermacam-macam mulai dari indie, pop, rock, rap, bahkan dangdut(Not occasionally). Mulai dari berbagai tahun, dari 80 an ada the beatles & Queen, 90 an dan awal-awal 2000aj ada lagu-lagu dari blink-182 dan green day, lagu dari tahun-tahun ini yaitu Rich Brian, Joji, Niki, and Jack Stauber. Gue juga masih dengerin lagu dari Indonesia kok misalnya .feast, Hindia sama Danila.  Bukannya Sok Indie atau untuk status que tapi lagu dari band Indo diatas emang bagus kok. gue kalau dengerin lagu itu tipe orang yang lebih mementingkan lirik dari pada musik instrumennya se...

Writing Challenge Day 7: Your Favorite Movie Play the song above. Komm , süßer Tod , Come, Sweet Death “No one understands me.” “You never understood anything.” “I thought this was supposed to be a world without pain, and without uncertainty.” “That's because you thought that everyone else felt the same as you do.” “You betrayed me!  You betrayed my feelings!” “You misunderstood from the very beginning. You just believed what you wanted to believe.” “Nobody wants me so they can all just die.” “Then what is your hand for?” “Nobody cares whether or not I exist, and nothing ever changes…” So they can all just die. ” “Then tell me, what is your heart for?” “It would be better if I never existed…” I should just die too.” “Then why are you here?” “Is it okay for me to be here?” *SILENCE. Kutipan dari salah satu film favorite gue, Neon Genesis Evangelion. Sesuai tema hari ini yaitu film favorite. Kutipan di atas terjadi saat Shinji berada di Human instrumjflosah;e;ioh Project, dimana semu...

Writing Challenge Day 6(Single and Happy) dengarkan lagu diatas sambil membaca ini. Okay sampai kita pada akhirnya Day 6. No more sad shit. Tema hari ini Single and happy. To be honest I’m really expert with this topic, like half of my adolescent I’m single. Even when in senior highschool I don’t have any partner. Bukan karena gue jelek(trust me I’m looking cute in freshman year 🥴🥴) tapi nyaman di zona nyaman. Dulu pas SMP gue selalu life on the edge. Capek pak, mending lay low.   Jadi terakhir gue pacaran itu 2 tahun yang lalu ditambah 3 tahun di masa SMA  jadi 5 tahun, lalu kita ambil dari umur 13 tahun anggap saja puber gue mulai dari sana. Bulan depan umur gue 22  jadi gue single selama 5/9 kehidupan remaja gue(fuck it’s not even a half😢😢). But am I happy? most of the time yes. I’m enjoying my single status. Jaga diri sendiri aja susah apalagi ngejagain anak orang. Gak susah susah menghadapi bullshitery(?) pasangan. Mau makan dimana aja harus bikin konferensi...